The more I read about current events, the more I want to just take my ball and go sit on the sidelines until the adults show up and sort everything out. Unfortunately, along the line somewhere I reached the maturity level to understand that's not an acceptable course of action. Tuning it all out seems selfish, but current events are so depressing these days. I appreciate it when folks come along and tell me it's not so bad, but I'm weary that accepting that is just optimism. Was it always this bad and I just didn't notice because I was self-absorbed? I'm concerned about our nation, but I know I'm guilty of not doing enough. I worry that someday I'm going to have to admit to my kids that I could have done something and helped stop this death spiral we seem to be in, but I let it slip through my fingers while I was trying to maneuver myself into a position of influence where I might affect the change that was needed. Maybe it's the constant bombardment by the media and sensationalism, but I'm fairly certain something here is amiss. Does anyone else feel this burden? Am I being melodramatic? What are we going to have to do to fix this? I think traditionally people that share my views have been the silent majority. Are we willing to become the vocal minority? Will we have to? A friend of mine once compared our domestic politics to a pendulum. It's enlightening, but what happens if it stops swinging back as far as it needs to maintain this, the last best hope of man on Earth. Will we will sentence our children to take the last step into a thousand years of darkness? Okay that was melodramatic, but I miss Reagan.